Help, order problem. i hate myself so bad right now..?

i ordered an rc plane but instead of putting "**** bundage court" i put "**** bundage court Apt 18" which is wrong because i dont live in an apt. i am a F***ing retard and i hate myself. 300 bucks gone. and the crappy customer support is run by 1 person in bananahobby.com and i cant email them for some reason. i dont deserve to live.. im a f**in retard. im sorry that im so mad its just that the feeling of money that you lost in a second is unbearable. what you guys think? will it arrive? i want it to arrive to "12** bundage court| marina, ca 939**" but instead i put "12** bundage court apt 18| marina, california 939**" please help